The Eyes Have
It
(Third Installment in Perspectives Series)
By
Minerva
Chapter VI: Mama said there would be days . . .
Taylor awoke at the end of a silent scream. Her tall frame raised quickly to
an upright position, allowing the covers to fall away. Sucking and gulping in
calming air, she pushed the heels of her hands against half-opened eyes in an
effort to wipe away the images. The same hands then went through her long, raven
hair, feeling the wetness of sweat at the temples. Her t-shirt was darkened
with the same moisture.
Despite the years of therapy and psychoanalysis, at least once a week for the
past twelve years, it came like clockwork, functioning as some Freudian reminder.
The nightmare.
She would never get used to it.
They were gone, just like that engulfed by death in dark, disturbed waters.
With the remnants still fresh, she left for a trip down memory lane.
With the same keen analytical mind that exists now, as a child, Taylor studied
her parents while growing up. She never missed the secret smiles and looks that
communicated what words couldnt say. They completed each others
sentences. They simply completed each other. Her parents. They were an entity
amongst themselves, forgetting everything around them, including their only
daughter. Taylor learned early that one could be so lonely, even in the midst
of others. She knew she was loved, just because they told her so, but they loved
each other more, leaving their only child hungry and craving for the acknowledgement
and affection she never got. She had reached out to them to the point where
her heart was sore and reluctant, deciding to just let it be.
The raven-haired women clutched at the sheets and stared at the far wall, feeling
the movie projector in her mind start to roll memories that felt like yesterday.
The morning breakfasts where she was ignored, and the romantic get aways where
she was left behind with the reluctant housekeeper bit into her wrapping her
in old pain. Long ago a promise was born of the loneliness, of the solitude
and solidified in pain. She would never lose her being to another. She would
never give herself to another. Remembering the promise brought a searing ache
to her heart as other memories unfolded. One in particular brought about the
ultimate agony.
It was so fresh that she could still see through the eyes of an eighteen-year-old. She watched in horror as her father was thrown over the railing of the rented boat that churned and bobbed in the violent storm. In the present, the older Taylor covered her ears, still hearing her fathers scream of his wifes name, not hers but his wifes as he hit the white capped water. Existing in a trance, somewhere outside herself, she watched on as her mother turned to her with eyes full of loss, sadness, and regret, then moving abnormally slow joined her other half in the choppy Atlantic. The sound of the storm was drowned out by her sobbing yell of No! Then the deck was quiet again. She stood there her skin soaking up the torrential rain for what seemed like millennia until the presence of mind returned, urging her to throw over lifejackets and radio for help, but it had been to no avail. What had been an attempt at a day of inclusion ended in total desolation and abandonment.
Back in the present, Taylor shook her head vehemently. She wasnt going
to cry. She wasnt. The woman sniffed back the tears as the old feelings
of betrayal and guilt swirled within her. Betrayal because they left her alone,
and guilt because of the jealousy and feelings of gladness that the torture
had ended. She continued to stare at the far wall boring an imaginary hole through
it. She recalled the lawyers telling her of the inheritance she was to receive
by proxy, enabling her to get the education that put her where she is today
without the unoffered help of pitiless relatives. Shaking her head again, she
jumped out of bed, heading for the nearby bathroom.
Peering into the mirror above the sink, she looked into the face that held wary
azure eyes. Her skin was flushed and her chest was still slightly heaving. Knowing
she had to get herself together, Taylor closed her eyes, thankful that it was
the weekend. She padded back into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed
near the nightstand that held the phone, staring at it longingly, wanting so
much to call Wendy. She was the only one that understood. She was the only one
the more than private woman let understand. They had made much better friends
then they had lovers. Taylor had almost forgotten that they were. In an attempt
to engage the red head in one of the few superficial relationships the older
woman had, she had met a friend who snuck under her defenses without knowledge
or permission.
She pursed her lips. Graceful fingers itched to dial the familiar number. It
was one of the things that purged the memories from her mind and the emotions
from her system, talking to her best friend or putting her body through the
rack. Blowing out a breath as her decision was made; she disturbed the messy
tendrils of darkness that had fallen into her face. If she called her, Wendy
would want to talk about her situation here in Gary. It was inevitable, and
she wasnt ready to discuss the green eyed ankle biter as of yet. She didnt
know why, but she just wasnt ready. The muscle in her jaw clenched in
an attempt to block her thoughts. Fortunately, it was successful.
A small smile upturned the corners of full lips, despite her morose mood. After
a week, she had decided on her end of the infamous bargain, wanting to show
the caseworker more than just paper work just like the blonde had shown her
---well, whatever that was the other day. She couldnt wait. . . to tell
her that is. Taylor stretched her tall, lanky but muscular frame, hearing the
multitude of pops and the pulling of tense muscle. The rack it was. It was a
good thing she had found a gym.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Cory grumbled into the air. Sometimes she hated Barb. It was true that they
usually worked out together three times a week, including Saturday, but they
had a slow couple of days after the last fiasco. All the blonde wanted was to
get ready for the storm that was probably brewing for next week. But, no, like
some demented Swiss timepiece, the woman had called her at 8am, telling her
to get that cute ass out of bed. Cory grumbled some more, and her body sagged
as she blew out a long breath. Green eyes closed in irritation, knowing it was
also true that the older woman was the voice of reason more times than not,
which kept her grounded. Still, sometimes she just hated Barb.
Slowly, she pivoted her body to the side, preparing to crawl out of bed. The
phone rung abruptly for the second time this morning, making the blond jump
and squeal in surprise.
"Shit!"
She stared at the offensive machinery for a few more rings before answering
it with a muted sigh.
"Hello?" The caseworker said groggily without an ounce of warmth in her voice.
"Well, I know I didnt do anything to you. Havent talked to you in
over a week." The woman answered back not hiding the amusement in her voice.
"Hi, mom." Cory replied with a sudden smirk on her face.
"Hey, Bunchee. I havent heard from you in a bit so I thought to give you
a call to see whats going on."
Cory smiled at the use of her nickname. She could almost see the short, sandy
hair and smiling green eyes of her mother.
"Oh, its been interesting to say the least, Mom. I dont even know
where to begin."
"The beginning is always your best bet sweetheart."
The blonde inhaled deeply. "Well, I told you about Mr. Cardwell retiring. Monday
of this week, his replacement showed up." Cory gritted her teeth. "Pardon my
French, but shes a real bitch. Right off she fired some people and ended
some programs without even spending the time to see what was going on!" The
young womans voice went up an octave. "Everyone just sat on their asses
and took it. I just couldnt. I mean it was nonsense, so I went in there
and told her just that."
Brenda Donovan rolled her eyes heavenward. Her child had definitely gotten her
fathers temper. "All I want to know is do you still have a job? Or is
that why you havent called?"
Cory chuckled. "Yeah, I still have it. We reached an agreement of sorts. She
gets to see my side of things and I see hers. That in itself is just a joke
because shes nothing but a pencil pusher. Arent all administrators?"
"Oh, I dont know hon. You sound like youre being as closed minded
as you were accusing her of being. How do you know what they do if youve
never taken the time to look?"
"Mom! Whose side are you on here? I mean she was trying to take away vital programming
from the community! And----"
"Did you ever stop to think that maybe she had a reason? Im sure she didnt
wake up that morning and say to herself Lets see how many people
I can hurt?"
"Ugh, Jesus---"
"Dont you dare take the Lords name in vain Cory Alexander!"
The blonde bit the inside of her cheek. Suddenly, she felt six again.
"Listen Cory; all Im saying is dont become what youre accusing
her of being. That would make you a hypocrite."
Cory sighed. "Yes, mom. Id better go Barb is coming to pick me up soon
to go to the gym."
"Oh, tell her I said hello will you? And listen to what I tell you Bunchee.
Youre not too old to hear what I say." The woman smiled and wondered if
she was getting through to her youngest child, knowing she had inherited her
mothers stubborn independent streak.
"Okay," the young woman replied softly.
Hanging up the phone a minute later, she rubbed her temples. Hadnt
Shelley pretty much said the same thing? Why the hell do I react to this woman
that way? I can barely contain myself when that. . . that woman is around. God,
I cant even say her name. Heaving another exasperated sigh, she
rammed her fisted hands into the mattress, causing a crisp rustling sound of
the sheets. I need to think. A good work out would definitely help. Better
yet, I could kick the living tar out of somebody in the ring, she thought
to herself. The petite blonde bent down to touch her toes, stretching out vertebra.
Getting up and scratching her stomach idly, she headed for the bathroom, shedding
her clothes as she went. "Yeah, weights then kickboxing," she remarked to no
one in particular. Maybe she didnt hate Barb too much this morning. Maybe.
Chapter VII: Lets get ready to, uh, rumble?
Taylor tapped her fingertips on the steering wheel along with the techno-dance
beat, trying desperately to improve her mood. It didnt help. She sat in
the car a few extra minutes to finish the song. Getting out, she frowned at
the openness of the parking lot. A better car alarm and a club were definitely
in order. She grabbed her bag, swiftly pulled down brief shorts that had ridden
up slightly, and headed for the building. Of all places, she had found the gym
inside the Convention Center. It seemed others had closed due to constant break
ins. Well, it was Gary after all. Swiftly pulling down shorts that had ridden
up slightly
Opening the door to the Center, she heard a wolf whistle of all things. Her
shoulders stiffened under the blue t-shirt. She was definitely not in the mood
to deal with this. The tall woman turned slowly and scanned the vicinity to
see some kids sitting on top an old Buick. Not knowing and not caring what demon
possessed her, she swiftly gave them the finger. Finally walking through the
door, she heard bitch whispered and carried through the air. Cracking
a small smile, she began to hum the song from the radio, playing just a few
minutes earlier. Nothing like a little confrontation to get the blood pumping
and improve the mood.
~*~*~*~*~*
Barely out of breath, Barb continued the brisk jog on the treadmill and watched
her friend stretch. She had been abnormally silent during the ride over and
that silence held. She drew dark brows together in worry, wondering what was
up. Deciding to go with humor to draw her out, the older woman asked, "Surely
I didnt make you that mad by making you miss your cartoons?"
The blonde head raised to reveal troubled green eyes. "Nah, sokay."
Now, the brunette knew something was definitely wrong. She stopped the machine
and leaned forward, placing elbows on the control panel.
"Cor? Whats wrong?"
The younger woman sighed and sat on a nearby weight bench. Running hands through
already messy hair, she let her arms drop dejectedly at her side.
"I-I dont know. It seems like Ive been angry a lot lately, especially
this week. That woman I dont know how to explain it. She just . . . ugh.
I dont even know how to describe the feeling. Its like exasperation,
anger and a lot of energy balled up inside. I cant keep on like this.
Either Ill end up fired or . . . or I dont know what else. I dont
know what to do anymore. Both Mom and Shelley told me what an idiot Im
being."
Barb studied her friend before answering. "I dont know if this will be
any consolation, but I think shes going through the same thing. Its
not everyday that someone does what you did to her. Maybe if you two get together
and talk it out without yelling. . . you never know. I saw her face the other
day Cor. She was really affected by what she saw at that house. Besides you
two made a good team." You probably could make something more, she
said to herself.
The blonde head bowed, but not before Barb saw the edge of full lips curl in
a small smile.
"Yeah, you could be on to something. I just need to think. A good workout should
help. You wanna join me in the ring later?"
Barbs head jerked up and she blinked twice, trying to think of a quick
answer.
"Uh, no?"
Obviously, she couldnt come up with one.
A bark of laughter came from the blonde caseworker. "Would that be your Oh
shit face?"
"Uh-huh, that would be the one. Wouldnt you rather beat up on someone
who knew what they were doing?"
Cory continued to chuckle at the rounded blue eyes that stared back at her.
"Calm down girl! Finish your run. Youre safe for now."
Barb nodded and Cory got up to continue stretching.
Barb upped the treadmill a couple of levels to increase her running speed. Letting
go of the bars on the side, she moved into a smooth running gait. Out of the
corner of her eye, she saw a flash of black and blue. Turning her eyes toward
the sight, she zeroed in on somber blue sky. The older woman wheezed and stumbled,
missing a step and causing herself to be propelled backward, toward the wall.
A well-placed hand on the railing was her only savior. Looking up again toward
the vicinity, the woman saw Taylor, who nodded briskly and walked away. Barb
glanced down quickly, hoping to gage Cory's reaction, only to see the blonde
head bent down to her front leg as she did something that resembled the splits.
Cory hadn't seen a thing. The brunette smacked her lips and smiled. 'And I'm
not going to tell her. It's a small gym, so they'll find each other. It maybe
just what they need.' Continuing to smile, Barb cranked the machine up another
level.
***
After returning from the locker room, Taylor sat heavily on the nearby bench
and gnashed her teeth. She was here. It was a small world, and Gary was even
freakin' smaller. 'Dammit, dammit, shit!' The tall woman screamed in her head.
Hadn't she come here to relax? The admin could feel the muscles in her lower
back tense with each breath. She had traded one nightmare for another. 'That.
. . that little pisant. Maybe if I leave now I can catch Wendy before she goes
anywhere.' She shook her head and resisted the urge to growl. 'I'm not going
anywhere. She wouldn't dare say anything to me outside work.' Taylor cringed
at the laughter in the back of her mind along with the little voice that had
just called her delusional. Mumbling to herself, she grabbed at the towel around
her neck and started stretching bunched arm muscles.
***
"Hey Barb?"
The woman glanced down toward the blonde at the mention of her name. Cory paused
and squinted, looking again at the amusement that sparkled in the face above
hers.
"What?" The older woman said as innocently as she could.
"What are you up to?" The younger woman asked with a smirk.
The brunette blinked then blinked again and tried to wash the grin off her face.
It didn't work. She tried for coquettish instead. Batting her eyelashes dramatically,
Barb slowed the treadmill almost to a crawl.
"Whatever do you mean?"
Cory's mouth twisted to the side and a blonde brow hiked into blonde bangs.
"There's no turnip truck outside, Barb. So, I didn't fall off one." Sarcasm
dripped from the petite woman's lips.
"Uh-huh, I still don't know what you're talking about."
Her grin widened.
"Ohhhh," Cory sighed in exasperation.
The other woman smiled even more. Cory's fingers itched to throw the towel in
her friend's unsuspecting face. Instead, she wrapped it around her neck and
pointed toward the next room. "Look, I'm going to the weight room if you need
me."
Still supporting the shit-eating grin, the other woman simply replied, "Kay,"
and tried not to laugh as the young blonde stomped off. Barb waited a beat then
followed. She wasn't going to miss this for anything in the world.
***
Bronze legs flexed, outlining sleek muscle as she pushed against the small paddles
attached to the leg press machine. The satisfying snap of the bar weights as
they landed on top of the others was music to her ears. She concentrated on
the sound, her pumping heart, and breathing to drown out the surrounding noise.
Sweat trickled down the crease of her back and dampened dark temples. This morning's
tension was starting to ebb away. Taylor closed her eyes, exhaling loudly as
the bars were lifted again.
With blue eyes still closed and concentration holding, she missed the small
gasp but felt the hair prickle at the back of her neck. 'Damn.' Opening baby
blues, Taylor followed short, leanly muscled legs up to brief red shorts, white
t-shirt that revealed chiseled abs, long, graceful neck and up to two points
of green light that stared unblinkingly with unnamed emotion. The admin groaned
inwardly and rolled her eyes toward the ceiling.
Cory knew she probably looked like a green eyed guppy, standing there with her
mouth open and eyes bulged. "Oh, crap, I wasn't prepared for this.' Straight
white teeth began to grind instinctively as a familiar ball of emotion tunneled
its way through. For the first time, she tried to fight it. Clenching her fist,
she tried to usurp the emotions with shear will. Her mouth closed and opened
again with impending speech, but the other woman beat her to the punch.
"Ms. Donovan," Taylor said with a velvet voice laced with venom.
The blonde's small, determined chin snapped upward, and she looked down into
azure eyes that readily reflected antagonism. All the fight left, leaving only
very familiar emotion.
"Ms. Wilson. The world is too damned small." Cory replied. Green eyes darkened
with anger.
Taylor cocked her head slightly to the smiled wanly. "You know, I was just thinking
the same thing?"
***
Listening close by, Barb slumped against the wall and groaned. The air crackled
with energy around those two, and from what she had just heard, it sure as hell
wasn't positive. Barb closed dark blue eyes and shook her head. Peaking back
at them with one eye, she had to make sure. They were adults weren't they? The
older woman smirked and wondered if she could get fired for locking them both
in the locker room all day. 'Yeah, probably.' She crossed wiry arms over her
chest and continued to watch.
***
Squinted eyes exchanged green and blue fire. They continued to stare, squared
off like in some bad Western. Cory was the first to draw.
"Are you going to stay on that thing all day? I mean other community members
wanna use it. Or you gonna try and take that away too?"
An elegant dark brow raised.
"Although, I'm sure all these people would object just like I have," the blonde
added with a wintry smile
Taylor reared up slowly. She'd heard it. The dam of control burst then crumbled,
leaving anger free to roll through in tsunami type waves. Silver blue darkened
to almost gray. In quick sure moves, Taylor pushed herself up from the machine
and just as surely walked menacingly up to the blonde. A lesser person would
cringe at the flames of anger and warning shooting from the olive skin, but
Cory was not that person. She absorbed the energy and used it to fuel her own.
So, there they stood in the middle of the weight room, surrounded by nosy bystanders
and Barb. Taylor stepped closer, trying to intimidate the smaller woman with
her size and presence. Cory never flinched.
Mere inches separated their bodies. The tall raven haired woman leaned down
with eyes slits of blue and whispered coldly.
"If I fired you right now. What would your starving community do then? You're
a hypocrite and a coward. And guess what? You're gone."
She smiled ferally, turned, and walked away.
Cory heard the blood rush through her ears as it pumped furiously through her
heart. She swallowed the golf ball sized lump in her throat. Her eyes burned,
and small hands started to shake. Green eyes scanned the room and the people
in it frantically. They stared back. Loss constricted around her gut, taking
the ability to breathe. The room started to spin. She sat down and lowered her
blonde hear between parted knees. She had seen it in the crystal blue eyes.
It had gone too far. She had gone too far. 'Oh fuck, what did I just do?'
The sparse sea of people parted to let the tall, obviously angry woman through,
who was followed a minute later by another brunette.
Taylor's heart thudded in her throat. She had seen the civility shining in the
green, and it scared her. Not knowing what else to do, she lashed out in an
effort to see something in the jade eyes she could handle. Animosity. Seeing
it finally, she nurtured it until they both tumbled out of control. She snatched
the band holding her hair in a ponytail. Her head fell into large, elegant hands
and loose midnight tendrils covered her arms. Letting out a long sigh, Taylor
resisted the urge to scream. She had crossed the line. Hell she had obliterated
it. As a result, she had just fired one of her best caseworkers. 'Damn, what
did I just do?'
***
Barb looked through the small window into the locker room. She had seen and
heard the whole thing. Guilt laid his head heavy and bulky on her shoulders.
She had to do something. The older woman had seen the devastating look on her
friend's face. She just had to do something. . . anything, knowing she would
never forgive herself otherwise.
***
Pushing the door open, she entered quietly.
"Hey."
Recognizing the voice, Taylor moaned softly. 'Not now.' "What do you want, Barb?"
Her voice muffled by her hands and devoid of emotion.
"I heard."
"Oh? And?"
"Can I talk to you for a minute?"
"What the hell for?" Taylor asked finally looking up.
They exchange serious glances.
"You know why. This. . . between you two needs to stop."
The younger woman laughed without humor. "It did. I fired her."
"Yeah, I know, but I don't think you meant to. Things just went too far. God,
you two scared me to death."
She got a stony glare in response. "What? Did you think I was going to hit her?
I don't hate her. It's just that she gets under my skin like a bad itch."
Barb nodded in empathy. "She's one of our best. We ---"
"Don't you think I know that?" The dark head shook in exasperation. She couldn't
believe she was talking to this woman, but what the hell.
Barb blinked. She knew this woman was human. She'd seen it just a few days before,
hidden behind eyes that held secrets. "I know you two make a volatile mix. She
sees you as a change agent, trying to rock the boat big time. You see her. .
. I don't know how you see her." Barb sat down next to the other woman. Taylor
surprised them both when she didn't flinch.
"She's stuck. Doesn't want anything to change despite what the numbers say.
God, it's so stupid. She's being what she accused me of being."
Lite blue eyes looked into the darker set for agreement.
"She's scared Taylor. She cares so much. Maybe too much, and I'm surprised she
hasn't fallen apart, seeing some of the things she has. I know her. She just
wants them to have the same chance we have, and in her eyes, you're trying to
take that away."
Taylor jumped up and began to pace in front of the wooden bench. "Dammit! That
makes no sense! All I'm trying to do is concentrate the money we have in areas
that the people frequent to make them stronger! Can't she see that?"
"Have you told her?"
If it was a less delicate situation, Barb would have laughed at the look on
the other woman's face. It would probably hurt if her haw had dropped any lower.
"Uh, I-I assumed. . ."
"I'm sure you both assumed a lot of things. Don't you think it's time to talk
and know the real things? You two could work well together. With the way she
cares and the way you think, this community could really grow."
"I don't know. I just don't know."
"Come on. Things can't get any worse. I don't think." Barb smiled crookedly,
earning a slight smirk from her boss.
The raven-haired women shook her head. She definitely had to rethink her impressions
of people especially this woman. "Yeah, what would it hurt?"
Barb got up and waited for the other woman to follow. They made their way back
to the weight room, but there was no Cory. Taylor looked around confused.
"She left."
Barb touched her arm to get her attention. "No, she couldn't have. I think I
know where she is. Follow me."
***
With a breathless grunt, Cory landed a smacking kick to her sparring partner's
lower side. The man let out a surprised 'umphf'. The woman smiled. She had no
job. No career. Why not kick the shit out of some unsuspecting, typically smug
man? It could make her feel better. She bobbed and weaved rapidly to the side
as quick punches came toward her face. The feisty blonde laughed, trying to
wash the acid taste of failure back down with fake mirth, then landed a deadly
combination to his stunned face. The sound of leather on skin was loud in the
quiet gym, despite the safety wear. Sweat flew from his hair and face as his
head jerked to the side from the force of the blows.
The sandy haired man shook it off and growled in growing anger. There was no
way this little woman was going to beat him. He went to her hard, throwing a
combination of stinging punches and swift kicks. It would have hurt, if they
had hit their mark. He wanted to snarl in frustration but got the feeling it
wouldn't bother her in the least.
Cory smirked at the dazed look in the man's eyes. Anger and disappointment turned
inward at away at her insides, making each move purposeful, calculated. Still,
she smiled brighter; letting loose a series of blows that would make anybody
watching dizzy. Each strike to his head landed with a thud and a muffled smack
and each kick hit it's mark with the clapping sound of wet flesh. God, it hurt
that she could be such an idiot. She let out a loud, keening yell as she added
another combo as quick as the last one ended.
Barb gasped as she watched from the doorway. The feral look on her friend's
face couldn't be disguised by the smile. She was hurting, and she was going
to work her body until everything was numb. The taller Taylor watched on with
a raised eyebrow. She was suddenly glad that she didn't hit women. Her view
of the blonde improved as the man bounced against the ropes, sucking air. Not
able to help herself, she smiled, following the other woman further into the
room.
As if possessing some sixth sense, the blonde head jerked up and to the side,
immediately meeting pale blue. Green eyes widened in surprise then continued
to stare, trying to decipher the resigned, sedate look in the blue depths. The
male fighter sneered in triumph as h e spotted the opening he needed. Cory turned
back, sensing before she felt the movement just a little late. With a loud cry,
his gloved fist sailed toward her face. She cringed, preparing her body for
impact.
Two sets of blue eyes widened in horror at the unfolding sight. "Hey!" Taylor
yelled as she broke into a brisk run toward the ring. Barb followed closely
behind. A little too late. With a resounding crunch, the punch connected with
Cory's nose. She yelped and reached back for the safety of the ropes. Realizing
they weren't close enough, she felt her body sluicing through the non-resistant
air as pain radiated through her face. With a loud smack, she hit the mat, hard.
Stars exploded in front of green eyes, resulting from the double bounce of her
head as it hit the surface. Letting out a strangled groan, she tried desperately
to breathe.
The sandy haired main loomed over her chuckling. "Bitch." He sneered and aimed
a spit wad near her side. Two long tanned legs jumped over the side. Raven hair
righted itself messily around her head as she landed in the ring. Her chest
heaved and unexplainable anger exploded through peaked senses. The man turned
around only to find his chin meeting with a hard fist of yet another woman.
He whimpered softly. The last thing he saw before crumpling to the floor were
slitted eyes that flashed pale fire.
Barb flinched in instinctive empathy as she jumped into the ring. 'Whooo okay,
somebody cares more than she thinks.' Coming out of the reverie, she rushed
to the side of the moaning blonde. Kneeling down, the shorthaired brunette looked
over her friend. Blood oozed from her nose, and she beat one foot against the
mat in pain.
"Kid? You okay?"
Cory swallowed audibly. "Barb? Oh God, it hurts," she replied nasally. The blonde
brought her knees up and tried to raise her torso. Groaning was the only result.
"Hey, stay down. I think it's broken."
The petite woman chuckled and moaned. "No shit. Serves me right. Idiot. Owww,
dammit!"
Taylor huffed out a pained breath as she shook her hand. She didn't know why
she did that, and she wasn't going to ponder on it. 'Chivalry. Yeah, that's
it. Chivalry.' The little voice cackled again, and continued as she walked over
to the other women.
"Sonofabitch! Owww! Stupid!"
"Calm down Kid. It's okay."
Jade eyes stared at the ceiling because it hurt too much to turn her head.
"Hold on. I'm going to go get some ice."
"Oh God, don't leave me alone. Please!" Cory added desperately.
"Shhh, you're not alone."
Towering above both women, Taylor looked down at the blonde with sympathetic
eyes. Cory squinted painfully, as some of the light from the ceiling flourescents
dimmed. Her eyes searched the area, only to come into contact with concerned
blue. The younger woman swallowed and whimpered.
"God, don't leave me, Barb. I don't think I could take her right now."
Two sets of blues met. The darker set inquisitive. The other answering the question.
"She'll take care of you, Kid. Be right back."
Cory whimpered again in protest.
"Relax, Cory. I know what I'm doing, and I'm not going to hurt you. . .anymore."
The blonde was sure she was losing her hearing. She thought she heard gentleness
in the voice of the woman who had just fired her. When the pain recedes, she
would have more time to ponder the wave of peace that enveloped her, but right
now first things were first.
Taylor watched on somewhat shocked at how vulnerable the spitfire of a woman
looked. She needed somebody, and the older woman was going against everything
her promise to give her what she needed. It felt right. It even felt good. Speaking
to Cory in soothing tones, Taylor kneeled at her feet.
"Cory? I have to set your nose. Okay?"
"Is it gonna hurt?"
"I'm not gonna lie to you. It is, but it will be over quickly."
Taking a deep breath, Cory close her eyes then opened them again, having made
a decision. "Okay, I believe you."
Taylor tried to steel her senses to the pleasurable emotion flowing through,
but it was to know avail. She swallowed, and whispered, "Okay, here goes."
The taller woman crawled up the other woman's body until she was straddling
the small waist. She could feel the contraction, against her thighs, of the
smaller woman's abdomen as she breathed. Leaning forward, Taylor's thighs contacted
sweaty skin, causing her to slide a little. She pitched forward but was able
to catch her impending fall by placing her palms on the mat. Black hair cascaded
downward, brushing the younger woman's face. Taylor glanced down to see the
youthful, bruised face inches from her own. Glazed green looked back at her.
The moment was awkward to say the least. The tall woman cleared her throat loudly.
"Uh, sorry."
"It's okay," Cory replied softly. The pain was momentarily forgotten in the
place of beautiful warmth.
"Uh, let's try this again."
Taylor distributed her weight to long legs.
"Ready?"
"Yeah, let's go."
Placing large hands on both side of the blonde woman's face, her thumbs ended
up searching for the battered bone. With a muted 'ah,' some pressure, and a
loud snap, the bone was put back into place. Cory yelped and dug her blunt nails
into a convenient forearm, almost drawing blood. Taylor reared upward but didn't
protest the hand on her arm.
"Okay, all done. Try to sit up slowly."
Swinging her legs off the body under her, the admin rose gracefully, wiping
blood on her shorts. Supporting herself on forearms, Cory sat up.
"Ugh, it still hurts. Um, but thanks," she said sheepishly.
"Welcome."
Taylor turned hearing the sound of running feet. Barb grabbed onto the rope
and hefted herself over. She looked from Taylor to Cory.
"Everything okay?"
"Uh-huh"
"Yeah."
"Okay, good." 'Well, isn't this a cozy picture. Interesting.'
She took the ice to her friend and helped her apply it to her face. All three
of them turned at the slight moan. Cory looked at both the woman.
"What happened to him?"
Barb smirked at Taylor.
She had the good grace to look smug. "Uh, something hard hit him?" The younger
brunette replied.
The older woman snorted. Cory looked at them both, confused.
"Uh, okay. Can somebody help me up? I think I need to get to the hospital."
Barb heaved the woman up gently from behind. With an arm around her waist, she
helped her toward the ropes. All three stopped as a beeper went off.
"That's me," Barb said as she grabbed the pager snapped to her waist. "Damn,
that's the hubby."
"I have a cell phone in the car," Taylor offered.
"Okay, let's get her out of here."
Once outside, Cory sat on the hood of her boss' Accord, holding a bag of ice
to her nose. Taylor handed the other brunette the phone and turned toward the
blonde.
They stared at each other awkwardly.
"What?" Cory asked softly.
"Your eyes are getting puffy underneath. I think they're swelling."
She tried to snort but winced in pain. "Ugh, I know. I can feel it."
Blue eyes glanced away then looked back. "You sure you're okay?"
"Yeah, prolly need to get some x-rays though."
Cory swallowed and tried to ignore the gentleness shining in the azure eyes.
She couldn't, but she still didn't know how to deal with it. So, for the time
being, she hid.
"Uh, thanks again for this."
Taylor nodded.
Cory sighed inwardly. Maybe this is what they needed. Maybe the lines needed
to be crossed and obliterated in order for new ones to be drawn. Maybe.
Taylor didn't know what to do with what she was feeling. Confusion settled into
her gut. Why did all of this have to happen for them to be civil to each other?
In any other situation, they could have been fast friends. The two women were
broken from their reverie with Barb's announcement.
"I have to go gang. The hubby needs the car because his broke down. Uh, Taylor
can you take her to the hospital, and I'll join you as soon as I can?"
The raven-haired woman nodded. "Sure no problem. I saw a hospital not far---"
"No!" The other two women said vehemently.
Barb giggled. "You don't want to take her there. They might loose her, or end
up taking out her appendix instead of x-raying."
Taylor's eyes widened. "You're kidding?"
They both shook their heads silently.
"Merrilville is our best bet," Cory added."
"Okay, hop in. Merrilville it is then."
Chapter VIII: Check, uh, stale. . . mate
The first few minutes of the ride were cloaked in silence until Taylor broke
it.
"Uh, do you have everything you need with you? Insurance card, ID, and such?"
"Yeah, got it out of Barb's glove compartment before we left."
They lapsed into silence again. At a red light, Taylor glanced over at the blonde's
profile. Her living was with knowing what to say, when to say, and saying it
to the right people. Right now, she had no idea. She had never had problems
talking to anyone, especially women. Her tongue felt thick and tied, and all
she was seeking from this woman was a possible friendship, no matter how tentative.
Pale blue glanced over again, only to have moss green staring back. She snatched
her eyes away quickly and cleared her throat.
Cory made a show of studying her free hand in her lap. 'Damn, this is hard.
I can't ask for my job back. I deserve what I got, but she should know that
I'm sorry for all the things I said to her the past week. Whoever said 'Mama
is always right' wasn't kidding.'
"Uh, Tay---"
"Cor---"
Taylor chuckled awkwardly as she drove through the green light.
"You first. You don't mind me calling you Cory do you? Ms. Donovan is a trifle
impersonal after what we've just been through."
"Cory is fine. Um, I was going to say I'm sorry for what's happened between
us. I want you to understand that it's not you per say just what you stand for."
Cory could feel the sudden tension. "That didn't come out right. It's not you
personally. I guess I just wanted everyone in that office to want what I want,
the best for the people."
"And you think that I don't want that? I do Cory. I didn't cancel those programs
out of spite or ignorance. I cancelled them to concentrate on the other ones
to make them better."
"I guess we. . .turn here then hand a left. We should be right there. Um, I
was going to say that I guess we have or should I say had some misunderstandings."
Taylor was quiet for a long minute. As they drove into the hospital parking
lot, she replied. "Yeah, I guess we did."
The time inside the hospital breezed by. Taylor helped the other woman to fill
out insurance information, and explained to the doctor what had happened. A
quiet chasm lapsed between them in the waiting room, but it was a pleasant one.
Cory dozed as Taylor flipped through a magazine. With an economy of words, a
bridge had been built between them. A short hour later, Barb arrived with her
husband. They were both assured by a helpful Taylor that the blonde would get
home alright.
The married couple glanced at each other.
"Barb? I thought you said that they wanted to scratch each other's eyes out?"
"Mmm, well, let's just say something's changed."
The ride back into Gary was uneventful. Cory snored softly with the aid of painkillers.
Taylor split her attention between the road and the woman. Something had definitely
happened. For the first time in a week, Taylor didn't feel anxious around the
smaller woman. She felt comfortable. Having got the instructions from Barb,
the older woman pulled up in front of an apartment building. Taylor looked over
at the sleeping woman, hating to wake her, but she needed a key to get in. She
put her hand on a slumped shoulder and shook lightly.
Cory sucked in air loudly and jumped up in surprise.
"Hey, it's okay. It's just me."
"Oh, home already?" she said groggily. The puffy eyes and semi-swollen nose
were outlined in the street lights.
"Yeah, you want me to see you up?"
"Uh, no I'll take the elevator. I should be okay."
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
"Alright then."
The dark-haired woman hit the button to unlock the doors. The blonde moved to
get out. With one leg out and one leg in, her progress was interrupted.
"Hey, Cory?" The green eyes looked back at her sleepily. "If you're up to it,
be ready to see through my eyes come Monday."
The little woman blinked then smiled crookedly. "Kay."
With that she got out of the car, looking back slightly over her shoulder as
she made her way to her building. Taylor smiled after her, watched, and waited
until the other woman disappeared inside to drive off. Hopefully, she had ended
one nightmare.
Whooo, that was one labor of love people! God, I love these characters. Let me know how you feel will ya? Give me a jingle at merci_nerva@hotmail.com
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