Sedona Rain
Chapter
15
Sleeping
late had started to become a luxury Alex was beginning to enjoy, but a knock
on the door brought her to the realization that vacation time was over.
"Alex,"
Kelley called. "Don't tell me you're still sleeping?"
After
covering Samantha's exposed ear with her hand, the brunette responded with,
"Just a minute, Kelley." She then attempted to carefully unwind her body from
that of the small blonde.
"No
sense trying to sneak out of bed, gimper," Samantha snickered, slowly opening
her eyes. "And . . . don't think you're going to get away without a morning
kiss." She sat up and planted a kiss firmly on her lover's lips.
"Honey,
Kelley's waiting," Alex objected.
"I'm
not going to seduce you, Alex; it was just a kiss." She quickly rolled off
the other side of the bed and hurried into the living room to open the door
for Kelley.
"Hi,
Samantha," I didn't expect you to answer the door.
"Ah,"
the younger woman smiled. "Did you expect me to sleep through the banging
and yelling?"
"Actually,
I thought Alex said you could sleep through an earthquake and not be phased."
Kelley kissed the blonde on the cheek and followed her into the dining area.
"Was
a time," Samantha acknowledged. "But with the walking wounded in bed with
me, I tend to wake up every time she groans or moves."
They
were laughing when Alex hobbled into the room and sat down next to Kelley.
"So,
what's so funny?" the brunette asked.
"Nothing,
Alex. We were just talking about you," her mother answered.
"Oh,
yeah, now that's funny," Alex commented sarcastically. "You teaching Samantha
bad habits?"
"I
wouldn't think of it." Kelley patted her daughter on the arm. "How are you
feeling this morning?"
"Aside
from still limping on this stupid ankle, I'm feeling fine."
"Want
some tea, Alex?" Samantha asked as she got up from the table.
"Yes,
please, that would be nice."
"Kelley,
how about you?" the blonde asked.
"Got
coffee?"
"Sure,
I think I could drum some up, and I know I saw a coffee pot in one of the
cupboards."
"Thanks,
hon. I know Aurora and Al will be no good to anyone until they get their first
cup."
The
women heard a quick rap and the front door opening and closing. Al's friendly
voice preceded him into the room. "Did I hear someone mention my name? I let
myself in because I could hear you people all the way out in the hall; sounded
like a party."
"Good
morning, Uncle Al," Samantha's happy voice trailed in from the kitchen. "I'm
making you guys a pot of coffee, as you speak."
"That's
my girl, Sam." He turned to Alex and smiled. "You got yourself a winner this
time munchkin."
"We
all seem to agree on that," Kelley affirmed.
"Okay,
okay, I'm blushing." Samantha interjected. "I can hear you, you know?"
"Yeah,
but this way you continue to display your good side, while we keep showing
our butts," Al laughed. He bypassed the table to see if Samantha needed any
help. "What have you girls decided to do for breakfast?"
"We
really haven't had a chance to discuss anything, Al." Kelley answered first.
"I just got here myself. I had to practically bang the door down to get the
sleepyheads up."
"No!
Not my Alex, she always awakens with the dawn," Al protested.
"Not
lately. I guess some of Samantha's habits are rubbing off on me," Alex confessed.
"See.
I'm not completely faultless," Samantha chimed in.
"It's
a little fault we can all live with, I'm sure." Al hugged the newest member
of his family.
"Where
are you off to this afternoon, Uncle Al."
"Well,
Alex, there's a new play opening on Broadway tomorrow night that I have tickets
for and then some friends and I are traveling up to Vermont to witness a holy
union. I tell you, that state is going to weigh down the East Coast with gays
if things keep going like they are. It's becoming more popular than California."
"I
don't think I would go quite that far, Al," Kelley said, laughing. "I do believe
it would have to acquire more land to accomplish that feat."
"Yeah,
but it certainly is popular," Al concluded. He turned to face his sister.
"You gonna let Aurora sleep the day away, sis?"
"No!"
Kelley answered, getting up and walking toward the door. "Since the coffee's
brewing, I'll go get her. Are you girls going to get dressed, or are you going
to stay in your nightshirts all day?"
"You
did get us out of bed, remember?" Alex responded, a bit on the defensive.
"And we're not quite ourselves when it comes to moving quickly, if you get
my drift."
"We
planned on dressing while you were off waking Mom up," Samantha interspersed
with a smile. "Uncle Al, can you get your own coffee when it stops brewing?"
"No
problem," Al affirmed. "I've got it covered out here."
"In
that case, I'll go start the shower." Samantha picked up her mug of tea and
headed for the bathroom.
When
father and daughter were alone, Alex filled Al in on the conversation she
had had with Samantha the evening before. He hugged his daughter and apologized
for making her life so difficult, to which she smiled and said it was all
very worth while, after all she ended up with three loving parents and an
outrageous inheritance.
"Honestly,
Alex, Samantha seems like a wonderful person, and after the episode in the
canyon, I would conclude that you really have found your soulmate. Do you
know how lucky you are to have found her?"
"Yes,
Uncle Al, I know. My attitude toward life has taken quite a turn since meeting
Samantha. The experience we went through the other day also solidified some
of the beliefs I was beginning to doubt."
"Well,
I'm happy for you, honey. And I'm happy for Samantha. You're not the only
lucky one, you know. Samantha's pretty fortunate to have found you, Alex."
"I'm
not so sure I'd agree with you on that, but . . . "
"No
buts, little lady, there are some things I won't be contradicted on and that
happens to be one of them." He sat down next to her with the coffee he had
just poured and kissed her tenderly on the forehead. "I know we don't see
each other often, but you are my favorite girl, you know?"
"Seeing
how there aren't all that many 'girls'
in your life, I will still take that as a compliment and say that you are
one of my favorite 'boys.' Now,
maybe I should go join Samantha in getting dressed before Mom arrives and
I get teased for being the only one left in my night clothes."
"I
imagine I can amuse myself until someone arrives to talk to me. Go on." He
made a shooing movement with his hands, which reminded Alex of her friend,
Sonny. She smiled inwardly, as she made her way back into the bedroom.
Kelley
and Aurora arrived before the younger women finished dressing, and Al informed
them of the situation with Samantha. The three of them had discussed the topic
before Kelley spoke to Alex the night before. They were all in agreement that
telling Samantha was the right thing to do. Each of them had a bit of a guilt
complex when it came to the restrictions they had placed on their daughter
early on in her life. Personal constraints that had caused her to remain an
enigma to her friends could certainly have been instrumental in her becoming
a "loner." It was good everything was out in the open with Samantha. They
all hoped that the cheerful blonde was in Alex's life to stay.
The
remainder of the morning went quickly. Samantha was made to feel at ease with
her new knowledge of the Dorian clan, and the topic was switched to food and
shopping. Al had to leave for New York before dusk, so that limited where
they could go.
Kelley
still insisted that they keep the walking to a minimum to avoid further damage
to Alex's healing ankle. The trading post was open, but no one was around
to help with the categorizing or naming of the plants Samantha had used to
help Alex in the canyon.
Al
never tired of talking, and Samantha fed his ego by asking tons of questions
about his travels and escapades the world over.
There
was so much for the young woman to learn about her new family, and she knew
she couldn't fit it all into the course of a few days. Occasionally, she would
find herself drifting off in thought to her own family and how they had basically
disowned her. That's not fair, Samantha. She would correct
herself when the gloom and doom thoughts appeared. Mom didn't disown you and neither did Sally. The only culprit is Dad,
and you knew how he would react. Nevertheless, it doesn't make not seeing
them any easier.
"Hey,
half-pint, you okay?" Kelley's voice broke Samantha's reverie.
"Yeah,
just daydreaming," the blonde smiled.
********************
Time
for farewells came far too soon, but Uncle Al had his flight scheduled and
plans were already made. Unbidden tears welled in emerald green eyes as the
gentle man bent down and engulfed the small woman. "It was marvelous meeting
you, Samantha. You take good care of Little Al for me," he whispered.
"I
will; I promise," Samantha answered with a lump in her throat. "It was great
meeting you, too, Uncle Al. I hope you don't remain a stranger."
"I'll
try to get back to sunny California soon, little one." He released his hold
on the blonde and said goodbye to his sister and sister-in-law, leaving his
daughter for last. He rarely visited, but when he did it was always a special
occasion.
"You
really need to come see us at Alternative Paradise, Uncle Al." Alex whispered,
as she hugged the tall man's neck, "I've missed your face."
"I've
missed you, too, Alexis. I told Samantha that California would be high on
my priority list of places to visit soon. You take care of her; she's a find."
"I
know," Alex smiled. "I will; you can count on it." Tears streamed involuntarily
from sapphire eyes as she watched Al disappear into the cockpit of the small
jet.
She
hugged Samantha close and sobbed, "He's really special, Samantha."
"I
know, sweetheart. It was a nice surprise for you to see him."
Listening
in on the conversation, Aurora interjected, "It certainly was. Kelley thought
since he was back in the country he could spare a few hours for his family.
He gave her no fight at all. He had just flown into Miami when she called
him." She took out a hanky and wiped the faces of the two younger women. Alex
smiled and caught her mother's hand.
"Just
be careful, Samantha, as long as she doesn't go wetting this damn thing with
spit to wipe the dirt off our faces, we're okay," Alex laughed and Samantha
joined right in.
"Very
funny, Alex," Aurora commented, "but there was many a time that kept you from
having a smudge on your face for a picture."
"Okay,
Mom . . ."
"Hey,
I used to get the same treatment, Alex. It's a mother thing." Samantha giggled.
"We'll just have to try to remember not
to do it to our kid."
Receiving
a look of disbelief from Aurora, Samantha quickly added, shaking her head
fiercely and waving her hands, "No, not now . . . I was talking about in the
future."
The
look on Samantha's face had everyone in stitches, which was a nice relief
from the tears of the goodbye. With a final glance at the jet as it left the
tarmac, the four women returned to their vehicle and headed back to the Center.
The
rest of the evening was nothing more than an extended gossip session; they
discussed anything and everything, focusing quite often on Al and his eccentricities.
Morning would bring packing and farewells. The women had invited Gary to dinner
and lavished him with gratitude, which he quickly announced would be repaid
tenfold when he visited California in the not too distant future.
The
emotional roller coaster they had all been on during the day left them unusually
tired, and all four of the women found themselves in bed before the stroke
of midnight.
"Sedona
has been a life-changing experience in more ways than one," Samantha murmured
into her lover's chest as they lay in bed.
"Yes,
we both got a glimpse of our spiritual connection, and you became indoctrinated
into the family by my final parent and the last of the Dorian secrets. Tomorrow
we start back to civilization and the real world.
"I
happen to like my world with you, Alex, and I'm getting secure enough to allow
the real world to rear its ugly head and intrude occasionally," the blonde
smiled and hugged her lover. "As beautiful as it is here, I miss home," Samantha
confessed.
"Me
too," Alex concurred. "It's good to know we agree on that. Sweet dreams, my
Destiny."
"Sweet
dreams, Alex."
Curled
up in the warmth and security of loving arms, Samantha almost immediately
began to breathe the slow rhythmic cadence of sleep. Alex could feel the smaller
woman's mouth curl up in a smile as it rested against her chest.
Alex
smiled, also, and once again, as had become a habit, she thanked the goddess
for the gift she held so delicately in her arms. It wasn't long before the
two lovers were breathing in unison and the world of dreams captured them
both.
********************
Sunlight
streaked lazily into the room, dotting the walls with patches of gold. Alex
opened her eyes in anticipation, not wanting Kelley to wake her up like she
did yesterday. Carefully she slipped from the bed, trying her best not to
disturb the sleeping form that just seconds before had been clinging to herççbut
to no avail.
Rubbing
the sleep from her eyes, Samantha squinted, unaccustomed to the light of the
room. "You're up early this morning."
"I
don't want a repeat of yesterday; I'll probably never live it down as it is,"
Alex answered. "You don't have to get up just yet. I'm sure Mom isn't awake.
I'm going to shower and dress, after I put the tea on."
"No,
why don't I go put the tea on, and you start the shower. I'll join you and
we'll both be up and dressed by the time Kelley comes calling."
"Are
you sure, Samantha? It's terribly early."
"I
got a good night's sleep," the blonde informed her lover. "Besides, showering
with you is incentive enough to get my butt out of bed."
"Maybe
here it is, but I have to drag you out of bed kicking and screaming at home."
"Ah,
but that's the difference; we aren't at home." Samantha rolled off the bed
and headed for the living room. "Go start the shower; I'll just be a sec."
If
they had talked about it, the truth would have come out that both of the women
were anxious to get home, now that the time had been decided upon. In actuality,
they wouldn't be home for another day or so, but at least they would be back
in California.
The
warm liquid, streaming from the dual showerheads, felt good as it flowed from
both directions and cascaded into the middle of the oversized stall. About
the time Alex had the water the perfect temperature, a naked body joined her,
pressing close against her body and planting a morning kiss on eagerly awaiting
lips.
"I
love the way you look when you're wet," the blonde professed, running her
fingers through the ebony locks in front of her.
"I
love the way you look when you're naked," Alex countered. "Wet or dry, it
doesn't matter. " She pulled the smaller woman close and nibbled on her ear.
"The reason I was going to dress before you woke up was to avoid having to
tell you that we don't have time for this."
"Time
for what?" Samantha teased, caressing the brunette's buttocks in a massaging
motion.
"Samantha,
the purpose of getting up was to be dressed by the time Kelley came knocking
on the door. Do you intend for us to be in the bathroom when she comes calling
this morning? That would be worse than yesterday."
"Sometimes
you can be an unimaginative party pooper; do you realize that Alex?"
"Yes.
I suppose you have a valid point there, but I would rather be considered a
party pooper this morning than to have Kelley teasing me the rest of the way
home." Once again she bent down to kiss the full lips she loved. "Now, we
really need to get washed and dressed."
"Okay,"
Samantha pouted. "I guess we can't have you losing face two days in a row."
Both
women were showered, dressed, sitting in chairs, and drinking tea, with coffee
brewing for the moms, when Kelley knocked gingerly on the door.
Voices
in unison answered the knocking with a verbal, "It's open; come on in." Then
they looked at each other and giggled.
Surprised
to see both the younger women up and dressed, Kelley's expression was one
to be caught on camera. Her reaction only made the culprits smile even more.
"Ah,
ha! Thought you'd catch us sleeping again, didn't you?" Alex gleefully accused.
"To
tell the truth, yes," Kelley confessed. "But this is a very nice surprise,
and I do believe I even smell coffee."
"Absolutely,"
Samantha replied, "I'll get you a cup; go ahead and sit down."
As
morning tends to do on the final day of a vacation, it disappeared into afternoon
before anyone realized it. The Jeep was loaded, and the hour to leave was
at hand.
"I
hope it doesn't take me forever to get you people back here to visit again.
Seems like I have to make a major purchase before I get any attention." Gary
glanced sarcastically at Alex.
"My
life has been going through some major alterations the past few months," the
dark-haired beauty answered, motioning with her head to the back of the car.
"Great!"
Samantha interjected. "Now I'm an alteration." She giggled and tapped both
Gary and Alex on their heads.
"Oh,
but such an exquisite modification you are," Gary insisted.
"No
good kissing up now, the damage has been done; I've been spoken of as an object."
"Okay,
kids," Aurora joined in the conversation. "If you can't play nicely together,
I'm going to separate you."
"Actually,
they are getting separated in a few minutes," Kelley added, pointing to the
airport when it came into sight.
Their
host pulled into the parking lot just as Samantha was listing all the good
things that had come out of their visit to Sedona, including her getting to
meet Gary.
Kelley
went to check on their takeoff schedule and to see if the plane had been readied
for them to board.
Finally,
with goodbye hugs and kisses and more promises to keep in touch, the women
were ready to leave Sedona. With conflicting emotions of joy and sorrow, the
Californians boarded the plane headed back toward the Pacific Ocean and familiar
territory.
While
in the air, Aurora made a good case for having the girls stay at the villa
for the weekend, and Samantha helped talk Alex into postponing their leaving
for Laguna until Sunday.
When
they arrived in San Diego, Kelley insisted on driving the Porsche and told
Alex and Samantha to ride with Aurora.
"I'm
quite capable of driving, Kelley," Alex had tried to argue, only to receive
disagreement from everyone present.
"Alexis,
let Kelley drive your car home, no sense in taxing that ankle any more than
necessary. You have the weekend to relax, and then no one will have any problem
with letting you drive." Aurora smiled sweetly as she tried to smooth her
daughter's ruffled feathers.
"You
know, if I didn't know better, I would think that none of you have any confidence
in my ability as a physical therapist. Don't you think I know when it's safe
for me to drive?"
In
unison she received three definitive 'no' responses.
"Alex,
no one has good judgement when it comes to doctoring themselves," Samantha
tried to reason.
"Whatever,"
was the only comment the dark-haired beauty made before tossing Kelley the
car keys and turning to walk toward her mother's vehicle.
"On
second thought, why don't you ride with Kelley so she doesn't have to ride
alone." Aurora suggested. "Besides, this way Samantha and I get to gossip
a little more without being interrupted."
Alex
grinned at her mother and shook her head. "You are a manipulator; you know
that, don't you, Mom?"
"Why,
Alex, what a lovely compliment," the older woman chided.
The
brunette gave Samantha a kiss on the forehead, before letting her other parent
know she would have company on the way home. "Don't believe everything she says about me," she warned
her lover before she got into the Boxster.
"What
makes you think all the talk is
going to be about you?" Samantha questioned, smiling.
"Are
we going to stop somewhere to eat?" Aurora yelled over to her mate.
"That
probably would be a good idea." Why don't you two just follow us and be surprised.
"Okay,"
Aurora agreed.
Three
hours later they were sitting on the balcony of the villa, drinking wine and
discussing what they intended to do to occupy their time for the next few
days. It was finally determined that they would spend most of the weekend
simply relaxing.
Samantha
was beginning to get excited that the Ellen DeGeneres concert was only a weekend
away and occasionally reiterated the same to anyone who would listen.
Finally,
Aurora and Kelley decided to call it a day. They said their goodnights, and
left the two younger women sitting by the pool.
"It's
good to hear the ocean again," Samantha mumbled, almost to herself.
"Yes,
it does become a bit addicting after a while, doesn't it? I can remember missing
the sound when I would go on business trips. I finally purchased one of those
sound machines so I could get a decent night's sleep."
"You
seemed to sleep alright in Sedona."
"I
wasn't alone in a strange hotel room. Gary's place is familiar, and I had
you with me. Hey, are you about ready to go to bed?"
"Yes,
as a matter of fact, I am," Samantha answered.
They
each stole a final look at the ocean, and then got up and went inside. After
getting into their nightshirts, they curled up together on the large bed in
Alex's old room.
"Sedona
was definitely an experience of a lifetime, Alex, thanks for taking me there."
"It
was even more of an experience than I had anticipated, sweetheart, but you're
definitely welcome," the dark-haired beauty confessed. Hugging Samantha tightly
she continued, "I guess we found out that you really are my Destiny." She
nuzzled her face in Samantha's hair and kissed her tenderly on the top of
the head.
After
mumbled goodnights, the two women snuggled closer together and lost themselves
in each other's arms. Alex fell asleep with the sweet scent of Samantha in
her nostrils, and Samantha entered dreamland with her head cushioned on the
chest of her beloved.
********************
The
next three days seemed to evaporate into thin air. Rest and relaxation were
of the highest priority, according to the moms, and both the younger women
would have to admit that the attention fawned upon them was not difficult
to get used to. They mostly stayed in the villa, talked, and played board
games. Alex hooked up Samantha's PlayStation Ù to the largest of the television
screens, and all four of the women had a marvelous time acting like children.
They were all novices, but Alex and Samantha became fairly proficient gamers
by the end of the weekend, especially after spending the majority of Saturday
afternoon sitting in front of the television, competing with each other. Alex
turned out to be champion of the action games, while Samantha preferred and
could better manipulate the weird looking creature who jumped from one brilliantly
hued cube to another in constant fear of color changing varmints.
Aurora
made a large bowl of popcorn, and Kelley made a pitcher of what she called
frozen rainbows, which consisted of peach brandy, rainbow curacao, light rum,
black raspberry liqueur, raspberry sherbet, frozen peaches, and ice. Sam had
requested that they watch a pay-per-view movie, and the game room turned into
a theatre for the evening.
Nestled
together in bed at evening's end, Alex and Samantha discussed how much fun
it had been to do absolutely nothing, something they rarely seemed to accomplish
anymore when at home. They decided that doing nothing would become a priority
in their lives and they would spend at least one day a week doing just that.
Then they laughed at the aspect of becoming more like the moms, which gave
Alex goose bumps.
"Damn,
Samantha, don't tell me I'm becoming my mother!"
"Yeah,
you're becoming Kelley, and I'm becoming Aurora."
Once
more they found themselves giggling like schoolgirls until finally they both
let out a deep sigh and went back to cuddling.
Sleep
was not long in the offing and both of them were contented to know that tomorrow
night at this time they would be in their own bed, looking out at their own
stretch of beach, in the place they called home.
********************
Aurora
was in the kitchen when Alex came stumbling in still rubbing sleep from her
eyes.
"I
could hear you clanking around in here from the hall. I presumed it was Kelley.
What are you doing up at this hour, Mom?"
"Actually,
I was up about three hours ago. Inspiration, you know; it has total disregard
for the human condition and our need for rest. I guess it was all the conversations
with Samantha these past few days. My creative juices were flowing, and the
longer I stayed in bed the more restless I became.
"Yeah,
I can remember the odd hours you would keep when you were doing research or
writing."
"I can't wait until she's ready to formulate her thoughts and put them down
on paper, Alex. It's going to be fun helping a new writer get her feet wet
in the business, especially one I'm so fond of."
"I'll
bet." Alex kissed her mother good morning before continuing into the kitchen
to prepare the teapot.
"Seriously,
Alex, Samantha will have a best seller on her hands when she gets it down
on paper."
"I
know. I was pulling your chain, Mom. Samantha's lucky to have you to help
her with her first book. It's not an easy business to get started in, and
with your connections her book will get to all the right people. I appreciate
your helping her."
"It's
no chore. I love the subject matter, and I love Samantha. It will be good
to see her accomplish something on her own . . . "
"Her
own," Alex questioned with a crooked grin and raised eyebrow.
"You
have the Center, it was your dream to begin with. This will be the fruition
of her dreamççher book. I'm just here to give a helping hand."
Again
the younger woman smiled broadly and kissed her mother on the cheek.
"We'll
be back as soon as we get dressed, Mom. Are you staying up or going back to
bed now that you exhausted your Muse for the time being?"
"What
time do you girls plan on leaving today?"
"We're
going to pack after we eat and then leave."
"In
that case, I'll start breakfast and stay up; I can always nap later on in
the day."
"Great;
we'll see ya in a few minutes."
"Is
Samantha up already?"
"No,
but she will be when I get back to the room."
"Alex,
why don't you sit down and have a cup of tea, and let her wake up naturally?"
"Mom,
if I waited for Samantha to wake up 'naturally,' we'd be leaving after dinner,"
the brunette chuckled but stopped walking toward the hall.
"Let
her rest, Alex," Kelley agreed as she walked into the room and eavesdropped
on the end of the conversation between her lover and her daughter.
"Goddess,
she really has the two of you wrapped around her little finger, doesn't she?"
"Not
any more than she has you," Kelley grinned at the younger woman.
"Touch»,"
Alex acknowledged. She sat down at the kitchen table and waited for the tea
to brew. "What's a few more hours?"
"Precisely,"
Aurora smiled, sitting down to join her daughter and mate. "So, what do you
want for breakfast?"
"I'd
be willing to help Kelley with waffles, if she wants to take the time to make
them," Alex volunteered.
"Well,
why don't you ask her?" Kelley replied.
"I
thought I just did."
"In
a very round about way, but waffles it is as long as you're prepared to be
the helper."
"Okay,"
Aurora interjected. "Now I know that breakfast is at least an hour in the
making. By the time you add the hash browns, the eggs and the 'meat,' I'll
have plenty of time to take a nap. Wake me up the same time you do Samantha,
okay."
"Sure,
Mom, go get some beauty rest."
Aurora
chuckled and gave her two favorite people in the entire world a shake of her
head and a wave as she exited the room.
"All
right," Kelley turned to her daughter and smiled. "Are you ready to help prepare
a breakfast feast?"
"You
betcha!"
********************
Had
the cooks presumed that the fragrant aroma of the meal being prepared would
waft through the corridors and tickle the senses of the sleeping beauties,
they would have been waiting until everything was cold before eating. Instead
of letting nature take its course, Alex got to be the chosen one to go wake
her mom and Samantha.
The
hours between breakfast and leaving disappeared almost as quickly as the rest
of the weekend had. Alex and Samantha were anxious to get on their way, and
the two older women, even though they hated to say goodbye, knew the feeling
of wanting to get home that the younger women were experiencing. They all
agreed that it was always nice to visit, but that after a while it was just
as nice to go back home. As much as Aurora wanted the villa to always be Alex's
home, she knew that their daughter had finally found a home
to call her own. It was a bittersweet realization, but Aurora was happy with
it because Samantha was like a second daughter to her and the best partner
she and Kelley could have ever imagined for their Alex.
After
a short discussion as to which one of them should be the one to drive, Alex
climbed in behind the wheel, and Samantha settled herself on the passenger
side.
"You
have a very stubborn daughter, Mom; do you realize that?" Sparkling green
eyes stared up into Aurora's face.
"Yes,
and I lived with her for seventeen years. Your ordeal is just beginning."
The older woman bent down and gave Samantha a kiss goodbye. "Make sure she
stays somewhere near the speed limit; there's nothing wrong with her accelerator
foot." She stood and smiled at her daughter. "When will we see the two of
you again?"
"Mom,
we haven't even left yet and already you want a date for the next visit?"
"If
I don't ask now . . . "
"Probably
not until after Halloween, unless the two of you decide to join us up in San
Francisco?"
"I
don't think so," Kelley informed Alex. "I have something else planned for
that date." She looked at her lover and smiled. "And I guess now you'll just
have to experience the sensation of anticipation, because I'm not going to
tell you about it right now."
Alex
beamed at the exasperated look that came over her mother's face. "Hey, you
know the wait will be worth the experience."
Aurora
broke down and smiled, nodding her head in agreement.
"Okay
then, can I plan on you two being here for Thanksgiving?"
"Do
you need your answer immediately?" Alex asked.
A
small hand reached over and patted the brunette on the knee. "We can give
her an affirmative answer; can't we, Alex? Thanksgiving should be spent with
family." Her green eyes twinkled when Alex nodded in agreement. Samantha smiled
and turned to Aurora. "We'll be here, Mom; thanks for asking us."
"It's
a standing invitation, sweetie. Now, you two had best get going before I try
to talk you into staying for dinner."
"No
way," Alex replied with a chuckle. She turned the key and started the engine.
"I want to be rested for the onslaught of unanswered messages tomorrow morning."
"Be
sure to remember to call us when you get home." Kelley reiterated the statement
that Alex had heard from her mom as a farewell for as long as she could remember.
Alex's
last words as she maneuvered the car away from her parents were, "We willççwell,
I'm sure Samantha will remember. We love you both."
A
smile and a tear shared Aurora's face as she watched her daughter's car disappear
down the drive. Kelley stood by her side and placed an arm around the smaller
woman's shoulder. "We wanted to see her settled and happy, honey. She is;
we have to be thankful for that. Besides, now that she's with Samantha, we'll
probably see more of her."
"I
know; it's just that I miss her the moment she leaves the driveway."
"We
should be glad that Sam is so family oriented. Who knows, Aurora, you might
even get that grandchild you've been bellyaching about for years."
That
definitely brought a smile to the Aurora's face. She turned and hugged her
lifemate. "Even after all these years, you still know exactly what to say
to cheer me up."
"It's
because of all the years that I
know what to say, my darling." Kelley drew her lover close and kissed her
on the crown of her head, taking in the sweet smell of Aurora's perfume. "Shall
we go inside? The children are gone and we have the house to ourselves." Her
smile increased when she heard Aurora giggle, and the two turned and walked
slowly back into the villa.
*********************
They
slowly rounded the corner that brought Alternative Paradise into view.
"Wow,
is it just me or are you getting the same feeling I am? Nothing looks better
than the familiar surroundings of home. I feel like we've been away for months,"
Samantha exclaimed as they pulled into the garage.
"It
does feel good to be home, and from the looks of the outside, all is well.
Kim said she would probably be gone by the time we got back. She had some
personal errands to run this weekend."
"So,
we have the place to ourselves."
"Yep,
just us and Rainbow."
"Gods,
I can't wait to see that little fur ball; I'll bet she's grown while we've
been gone."
"I'm
sure she has. Let's not worry about the luggage, I'll get it in the morning."
Samantha
found Rainbow curled up in a ball sound asleep on the couch. She picked the
kitten up and noticed that she had, indeed, grown some. Holding the soft fur
baby in her arms, she walked to the window and looked out at the ocean. It is definitely good to be home. I don't think
I appreciate any view as much as the one I'm looking at right this very minute.
Strong
fingers gently kneaded Samantha's shoulders as Alex massaged the muscles that
were tight from sitting in the car. The taller woman leaned down and kissed
the nape of Samantha' neck. "One of the best things about being home is having
you here with me and all to myself." She ruffled the kitten's fur as a greeting,
"Well, almost all to myself."
Samantha
giggled and put the kitten down on the floor before turning around and facing
her partner. "I love the way I feel when I'm in this room with you; it's as
though nothing and no one else matters. My world is complete when I'm here
by your side." She threw her arms around Alex's waist and held her tight.
"I
don't know about you, but I'm kind of tired after that drive." Eyes matching
the color of the afternoon sky stared down into green pools of desire.
"You
know, I could use an afternoon nap myself."
Even
though it was definitely not their intention, the two lovers found themselves
fast asleep before they could put into action the real reason they had headed
for the bedroom in the first place. In actuality, the drive up from La Jolla
and the comfort of being home had relaxed them more than either of them had
realized.
********************
Alex
had to blink twice to remember where she was, and when her eyes finally focused,
the darkness of the room was quite a surprise. This was not at all what I had in mind when I suggested a nap. I didn't
really want a nap!
"Samantha."
She nudged the sleeping beauty in her arms. "If you sleep much longer now,
you won't be able to get to sleep when it really is bedtime.
"Sleep?
I didn't want to go to sleep."
"I
guess your body did."
"I'm
sorry, Alex."
"For
what? I fell asleep, too. I just woke up sooner." She squeezed the smaller
woman and kissed her on the crown of her head. "You hungry?"
"Yeah,
but I don't really feel like going out to eat."
"We
could order in," Alex suggested.
"Pizza?"
"Sure,
why not?"
"Great!"
"Okay,
pizza it is. Hey, everyone would be happy with the way we are recuperating.
We're staying at home like two old married people, napping in the afternoon,
and ordering dinner from the nearest pizzeria."
"That's
scary," Samantha giggled and gently pushed Alex out of bed. "Better order
that pizza before we're too old to eat it."
They
allowed the remainder of the evening to unfold slowly and uneventfully. Tomorrow
would begin a new week and with it came the realization that it was back to
a schedule and back to work.
Alex
vowed to begin looking for a full-time therapist who could take over most
of her duties, and she talked to Samantha about hiring an assistant that she
could train to take her place when they were either away or when being an
author took up more of her time.
Alex
had proved to herself that she could make her dream clinic come to fruition.
But now that she had Samantha to share her life, she didn't want to be tied
down to a business that required her undivided attention. She planned on them
starting with long weekends, and then she wanted to unhurriedly show her lover
the world. Past trips were called to mind when she thought of the places she
most wanted to share with Samantha, including many of the romantic, out-of-the-way
cities in Europe and, of course, Samantha's dream voyage to Greece.
Kelley
had talked of permanent retirement within the next year, and Alex thought
it might be nice for the four of them to take a cruise together. She put the
thought on the back burner as she watched her lover sitting by the window
writing in her journal. It was quiet and serene, and the woman who had thought
she would never find peace in the world was finally surrounded by it.
"What
are you writing?"
"Just
a poem."
"Is
it finished?"
The
blonde sighed and turned from the window. "It's finished, Alex, but it's rather
long. It's one of those form poems, the kind people who don't like to write
poetry hated in school. It's called a Sestina and it may seem a little redundant
at times, but that's the nature of the beast, so to speak." She looked up
into adoring blue eyes and continued, "It's kind of the story of how I felt
before I met you and how I feel now. I really had no control over the form;
the words have to be used over and over again . . ."
"Stop
making excuses for it, Samantha," Alex grinned and reached for the journal.
"Are you going to read it to me or should I read it for myself?"
Cheeks
that were moments ago pale began to take on a hint of rose. "I'm not that
good at reading my own words out loud, but I will if you want to hear it."
"Of
course I want to hear it."
"Okay,
sit here beside me. It's entitled . . .
A Sestina for AlexBefore you entered my life, Alex, my world was flat, dismal, and empty.It was a one-dimensional landscape where I simply existed.The main element that should abound in each life was sorely missing.You have opened my mind to endless possibilities and filled my heart.Because of you, my world is now a miraculous place, my heart complete.You have filled my existence with the one thing it was lacking ~ your love.I remember back to that day not long ago when I knew not love.I would walk along a beautiful beach and feel utterly empty.My life held only the shadow of a smile, for I was incomplete.Sadder yet was the fact that I didn't even know you existed.I thank the gods for the day you came along and slipped into my heart.You instantly filled that hole in my soul where your love had been missing.Falling in love made me realize that other things had been missing.I had been blind to their existence, for they couldn't thrive; there was no love.All you need do is walk into a room to speed up the beat of my heart,And the way you look into my eyes can make a full room seem empty.When you're around, I feel as if my old world never really existed.You are my universe, the other half of my soul; you make me complete.I can only hope that I do the same for you and make you feel complete.I no longer walk through life, searching for a piece of me that is missing.In having found you, I feel as though the Me before never existed.I am full of life, as we begin to discover each other through love.No longer must I walk through life alone and be made to feel empty.My days are now filled with sunshine, because I carry you in my heart.It's an oddity and mystery, that small organ we call the human heart.It keeps us alive as it faithfully beats, but we still do not feel complete,Until another heart beats in unison ~ without it we feel empty.Before you, I never questioned why, but I knew something was missing.Now I know it was that intangible magical illusion we call love.Once found, it's difficult to believe that before love we really existed.I know cynics would argue that of course before you, I existed.And the intelligent part of me would agree with them, but not my heart.That part of me knows better, I was unfinished until I found you and love.But once you and I found each other we both were made totally complete.Alex, my soulmate, you are the inexplicable magic that was missing.Now you are here and our souls are joined, neither of us need ever feel empty.We merely existed before we met; a place in each of us was empty.Our souls remembered that we could meld and become the essence of total love.Now we are complete and need not stumble through life with part of our soul missing.
Tear-misted
sapphire eyes continued to look at her lover in awe. "Such a gift you have,
Samantha. I'm glad you decided to share that with me . . . write it about
us. I feel the same way; I just don't have the ability to take the words and
turn them into a concert for the heart like you do. It's beautiful. Thank
you." She reached over and drew Samantha into her arms.
"I
was afraid you would think it was silly, old fashioned, or just plain boring,"
Samantha confided in her lover.
"You
have another think coming, if that's how you feel. I love to hear your poetry
or anything else that you decide to pen. Remember, I grew up listening to
the first draft of many a book and poem, too."
Early
evening had finally turned late; the sky was peppered with pinpoints of white
light, and a soft haze surrounded the moon.
After
they had arrived home, the day seemed to have taken on an almost mesmerizing
disposition of relaxation, like no day they had ever spent together. Now,
it was once again time to sleep, and ironically, they were both ready for
the experience. Cuddled in their own bed for the first time in weeks, the
two lovers felt safe and secure in each other's arms.
"I
guess this is the official end of your birthday celebration, Samantha."
The
blonde chuckled into her mate's chest. "Gods, Alex, I guess you're right.
I've never had a birthday celebration last two weeks before."
"We'll
see if we can make it last even longer next year," Alex stated.
"Longer
than two weeks?"
"Sure."
"Okay,"
Samantha answered with a broad grin. "But, do you think we could leave out
the part where we fall through the floor of a cave?"
"Most
definitely, my Destiny, most definitely."
"In
that case, I'll be looking forward to getting another year older. Of course
before we come back around to my birthday, I do believe there is a very special
birthday occurring in February."
"Right
you are, a very special day it will be, indeed. So . . . why don't you close
those pretty little eyes of yours and dream of ways to spend money."
"Alex,
what am I going to do with you?"
Samantha shook her head and giggled.
"You
are going to help me make it to my rocking chair, so you had better get used
to having me around."
"I
wouldn't have it any other way. Goodnight, sweetheart."
"Goodnight, Samantha, we've got a busy day tomorrow; see ya in dreamland."